Are we dead already? I guess we're now decomposing...Walking along these roads again I see nothing but desperate souls waiting for death final redemption. Though we strive along as rats hungered in the coldness of the hardest desert, we don't seem to be more alive than they do.
We pray for a savior...
We cannot save ourselves... We cannot trust ouserlves...
We don't need a savior alike us...
We could not possibly trust him...
What's the purpose anyway? There's nothing out there to live for... There's nothing out there to die for... So we just keep surviving...
Many times I find myself asking this question to the wind and end up hearing the same laughter I want to cry from within me...
I am asking You! Let me breathe outside this insane boundaries that haunt us since childbirth!
I am almost begging You! Whomever you are!
WHY CAN'T ANYBODY SEE WHAT I SEE?!?!?
Why can't anybody hear this soul scream?
Why isn't anyone suffering this like me?
WHY DOESN'T THIS BOTHER ME AT ALL?!?!?
I used to think this feelings of guilt and pain were only mad ghosts unwilling to leave this faceless heart. Now I know what they are...
Why can't You understand it anyhow?
There is a war raging aloud in this empty and soulless world of ours. And all we need is an angel!
An illusion master we the same urge to sell us his emotions as our own constant need to dispose of them!
I think about this as often as I cry for help... Inside of all my loneliness...
Wishing I could be that dark inoccent angel that lurke in the shadows of Your holyness and Your most sacred and tormented desires.
The ones You can't denny, the sames ones that made You kill me and stretch my flesh until all I could see of myself was boneless skin ripped apart.
You said You wanted me... We always want what we cannot have...
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