You can't understand me...You can't understand that it is not about surviving. It's about feeling! Hard enough to not know exactly where it hurts! So completely that it becames the whole of you!
How thin is the dark line that separates love from obsession?
When will you understand that you have been blind? How come you are so worried about turning on the light that I forgot to unravel? It is the darkness inside my soul that guides me! Where reason cannot find it's way and the uglyness of the world cannot make my eyes burst in tears that do not allow me to see!
Take that away from me and you might as well kill me!
you bare your heart and soul with such an intense honesty that it is almost palpable. i feel like i can reach out and touch it and if i did i would recoil from the savage heat of your hurt.
ReplyDeleteBecause I feel each little thing with such intensity I end up hurting those who feel bad with my pain...
ReplyDeleteIt's like a curse! It would be better if they didn't care... better for them not for me... I've been trying to tell them that but nobody listens and noone understands!
I hate hurting people but I can't stop being who I am!